I have sufferd depression and panic attacks for years, and they seem to be getting worse, I have been under psychiatric doctors care AND STILL AM and have been on numerous antidepressants at different times. Right now, and for weeks, I am totaly not myself. I've lost all interest in my hobbies, don't have any friends to talk to, (misery loves company, but company hates misery). I am withdrawn and cry uncontrolably every day. I need to do something ASAP. My self asteem is rock bottom and I just feel I'm fighting this alone and I'm at my wits end. All day I feel like my insides are crawling out and I can't even stand myself. I'M SNOWBALLING DOWN A HILL. I have tried to help myself with exercise and attitude change, but it never lasts. I also have narcolepsy and take Provigel for that along with clonopin for depression. Most days I don't even want to get out of bed, and then I don't want to go to bed at night. My Dr. said that was the depression. Besides that, I also have seasonal depression which at this time of year gets worse. I don't know where to turn. I feel so alone and worthless. At age 50 I am attending college and I don't know how I'm going to cope going back this fall. As I'm typing this, my heart is racing and I'm lightheaded, a feeling that stays with me almost constantly. Any advice would be appreciated.
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